Note of sadness, my sister died.

Valaróma · 08-15-2003, 09:34 AM

My little sister, I think she was former Blackboar, died in a car crash

She was in Manchester and she stopped in a little town in the way. My mum got out to buy some milk and she stayed in the car and another car ran into it.

http://users.bigpond.net.au/spooky/crash5.jpg Her car is the red one.

My mum came back screaming. She was uncouncious and she got taken to hospital and died in a heart attack!
I hate god!!

This is a poem I wrote for her:
My fists are clenched, crunching rocks,
Life isn't fair, God can't be true.
My hands shake,
My lip trembles,
Glistening water starts to fall.

Your car, crunched up in a sphere.
Why you, not me? You're too young.
In your coffin,
Life wiped away.
But I still can't belive you will be here no more.

I need to start small to belive this,
You won't be annoying, you can't talk,
Can't think again,
Or see again,
You're in a coma, till you die of old age.

Thinking of you, there in the ground.
Rotting away, but you won't feel it.
Are you naked?
Or clothes on?
I'm starting to think that you get it easy.

You will no longer feel pain as friends greive forever,
But you gave away, the whole world for that.
God bless you,
Rest in Peace,
But you'll live on in hearts.

*Wails

Lizra · 08-15-2003, 11:15 AM

That is very sad indeed. My sympathy to you. My older brother died when I was 15. It was just sad....sad, sad, sad. What can you do but carry on.

jerseydevil · 08-15-2003, 11:58 AM

I'm really sorry and understand how you feel. When my mother died - I was extremely angry - it shouldn't have happened, it wasn't prepared. I wanted to scream, I wanted to kill someone, I had all this anger over the whole thing.

How old was your sister? You're poem reflects a lot of how I felt when my mother died.

By the way - I know you started the depression thread. Through this - you really need to get help. It will not be easy. It will take at least a year - and even longer. But the first year is the worst.

***Khamûl*** · 08-15-2003, 12:17 PM

My deepest condolences.

***Sister Golden Hair*** · 08-15-2003, 01:22 PM

My deepest sympathies. I remember blacboar well. She will be deeply missed at Entmoot.

Insidious Rex · 08-15-2003, 01:48 PM

now when did this happen exactly?

Valaróma · 08-15-2003, 02:18 PM

Thanks you guys

She is(was...) 13, and she would have been 14 in October.

It happened on Aug 5th,

I know this seems a long time ago, but I felt I needed to keep quiet about it so I covered it up.
But now I feel alot of you would have known her, and I felt I needed to talk

Elfmaster XK · 08-15-2003, 02:38 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Valaróma
Thanks you guys

She is(was...) 13, and she would have been 14 in October.

It happened on Aug 5th,

I know this seems a long time ago, but I felt I needed to keep quiet about it so I covered it up.
But now I feel alot of you would have known her, and I felt I needed to talk

This is terrible, you have my deepest sympathies. I knew blackboar. You're poem is very touching by the way.

I live in Manchester and heard about that crash, but I never knew.

***Sister Golden Hair*** · 08-15-2003, 02:43 PM

Quote:

I know this seems a long time ago, but I felt I needed to keep quiet about it so I covered it up.
But now I feel alot of you would have known her, and I felt I needed to talk

I wondered if you would be willing to post a picture of her in the "Entmoot picture links" thread, in memory of her for us?

Valaróma · 08-15-2003, 02:48 PM

Ok, there arn't many good ones..but there is one of her in a bridesmaid dress two years ago

Thanks

***Sister Golden Hair*** · 08-15-2003, 02:50 PM

Thank you.

Elfmaster XK · 08-15-2003, 03:03 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Sister Golden Hair
I wondered if you would be willing to post a picture of her in the "Entmoot picture links" thread, in memory of her for us?

There is one of her riding the alton Towers Oblivion ride, but that one is quite small.

Sheeana · 08-15-2003, 03:51 PM

Wow. I wondered why we hadn't heard from her in a while... I just assumed school holidays. You have my condolences.

Dreran the Green · 08-15-2003, 04:14 PM

I'm so sorry, you have my condolences too

Artanis · 08-15-2003, 04:20 PM

Valaróma, that's so sad. You have my deepest sympathy. I remember Blackboar, she used to post much here. She will be missed.

***IronParrot*** · 08-15-2003, 04:28 PM

Valaróma, this is something that nobody should ever have to deal with. No condolences of mine are going to do your feelings justice, but know that I'm trying. And thank you for your courage in sharing this with us.

zavron · 08-15-2003, 04:41 PM

Oh Dear! I knew Blackboar quite well on this site whilst she was here. I am very sorry for you.

***Earniel*** · 08-15-2003, 04:43 PM

My deepest sympathies, Valaróma. That's aweful news.

Estel13 · 08-15-2003, 05:46 PM

My deepest sympathies and condolences, Valaroma. I used to talk to her here on the 'Moot...She will be sorely missed.

Elenka · 08-15-2003, 06:20 PM

Oh, this is terrible. My deepest, most heartfelt sympathies and condolences. Oh, poor you. I feel awful.

Never knew Blackboar all that well.....*sigh*.

08-15-2003, 09:34 AM	#1
Valaróma Banned Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: In a state of confusion Posts: 50	Note of sadness, my sister died. My little sister, I think she was former Blackboar, died in a car crash She was in Manchester and she stopped in a little town in the way. My mum got out to buy some milk and she stayed in the car and another car ran into it. http://users.bigpond.net.au/spooky/crash5.jpg Her car is the red one. My mum came back screaming. She was uncouncious and she got taken to hospital and died in a heart attack! I hate god!! This is a poem I wrote for her: My fists are clenched, crunching rocks, Life isn't fair, God can't be true. My hands shake, My lip trembles, Glistening water starts to fall. Your car, crunched up in a sphere. Why you, not me? You're too young. In your coffin, Life wiped away. But I still can't belive you will be here no more. I need to start small to belive this, You won't be annoying, you can't talk, Can't think again, Or see again, You're in a coma, till you die of old age. Thinking of you, there in the ground. Rotting away, but you won't feel it. Are you naked? Or clothes on? I'm starting to think that you get it easy. You will no longer feel pain as friends greive forever, But you gave away, the whole world for that. God bless you, Rest in Peace, But you'll live on in hearts. *Wails

08-15-2003, 11:15 AM	#2
Lizra Domesticated Swing Babe Join Date: May 2002 Location: Reality Posts: 5,340	That is very sad indeed. My sympathy to you. My older brother died when I was 15. It was just sad....sad, sad, sad. What can you do but carry on. __________________ Happy Atheist Go Democrats!

08-15-2003, 11:58 AM	#3
jerseydevil I am Freddie/UNDERCOVER/ Founder of The Great Continent of Entmoot Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: Plainsboro, NJ Posts: 9,431	I'm really sorry and understand how you feel. When my mother died - I was extremely angry - it shouldn't have happened, it wasn't prepared. I wanted to scream, I wanted to kill someone, I had all this anger over the whole thing. How old was your sister? You're poem reflects a lot of how I felt when my mother died. By the way - I know you started the depression thread. Through this - you really need to get help. It will not be easy. It will take at least a year - and even longer. But the first year is the worst. __________________ Come back! Come back! To Mordor we will take you! "The only thing better than a great plan is implementing a great plan" - JerseyDevil "If everyone agreed with me all the time, everything would be just fine"- JerseyDevil AboutNewJersey.com New Jersey MessageBoard Another Tolkien Forum Memorial to the Twin Towers New Jersey Map Fellowship of the Messageboard Legend of the Jersey Devil Support New Jersey's Liberty Tower Peacefire.org AboutNewJersey.com - New Jersey Travel and Tourism Guide Last edited by jerseydevil : 08-15-2003 at 12:02 PM.

08-15-2003, 12:17 PM	#4
*Khamûl* Slacker Warrior Admin Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Alabama Posts: 2,759	My deepest condolences. __________________ "If the giving of information is to be the cure of your inquisitiveness, I shall spend all the rest of my days in answering you." Gandalf to Pippin Psalm 107:31

08-15-2003, 01:22 PM	#5
*Sister Golden Hair* Queen of Nargothrond Administrator Join Date: Feb 2001 Location: Akron, Ohio - USA Posts: 7,121	My deepest sympathies. I remember blacboar well. She will be deeply missed at Entmoot. __________________ "Whither go you?" she said. "North away." he said: "to the swords, and the siege, and the walls of defence - that yet for a while in Beleriand rivers may run clean, leaves spring, and birds build their nests, ere Night comes." AboutNewJersey.com - New Jersey Travel and Tourism Guide

08-15-2003, 01:48 PM	#6
Insidious Rex Quasi Evil Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: Maryland, US Posts: 4,634	now when did this happen exactly? __________________ "People's political beliefs don't stem from the factual information they've acquired. Far more the facts people choose to believe are the product of their political beliefs." "Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere."

08-15-2003, 02:18 PM	#7
Valaróma Banned Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: In a state of confusion Posts: 50	Thanks you guys She is(was...) 13, and she would have been 14 in October. It happened on Aug 5th, I know this seems a long time ago, but I felt I needed to keep quiet about it so I covered it up. But now I feel alot of you would have known her, and I felt I needed to talk

08-15-2003, 02:48 PM	#10
Valaróma Banned Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: In a state of confusion Posts: 50	Ok, there arn't many good ones..but there is one of her in a bridesmaid dress two years ago Thanks

08-15-2003, 02:50 PM	#11
*Sister Golden Hair* Queen of Nargothrond Administrator Join Date: Feb 2001 Location: Akron, Ohio - USA Posts: 7,121	Thank you. __________________ "Whither go you?" she said. "North away." he said: "to the swords, and the siege, and the walls of defence - that yet for a while in Beleriand rivers may run clean, leaves spring, and birds build their nests, ere Night comes." AboutNewJersey.com - New Jersey Travel and Tourism Guide

08-15-2003, 03:51 PM	#13
Sheeana Lord of the Pants Join Date: Apr 2003 Posts: 1,382	Wow. I wondered why we hadn't heard from her in a while... I just assumed school holidays. You have my condolences.

08-15-2003, 04:14 PM	#14
Dreran the Green Lady of Legends Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Missing. Reward if found. Posts: 1,083	I'm so sorry, you have my condolences too __________________ The end justifies the means, thought Aziraphale. And the road to Hell is paved with good intentions.* *This is not actually true. The road to Hell is paved with frozen door to door salesmen. On weekends many of the younger demons go ice-skating down it. ~Good Omens

08-15-2003, 04:20 PM	#15
Artanis Greatest Elven woman of Aman Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: Having way too much fun with Fëanor's 7 Posts: 4,285	Valaróma, that's so sad. You have my deepest sympathy. I remember Blackboar, she used to post much here. She will be missed. __________________ --Life is hard, and then we die.

08-15-2003, 04:28 PM	#16
*IronParrot* Fowl Administrator Join Date: Dec 1999 Location: Calgary or Edmonton, Canada Posts: 53,420	Valaróma, this is something that nobody should ever have to deal with. No condolences of mine are going to do your feelings justice, but know that I'm trying. And thank you for your courage in sharing this with us. __________________ All of IronParrot's posts are guaranteed to be 100% intelligent and/or sarcastic, comprising no genetically modified content and tested on no cute furry little animals unless the SPCA is looking elsewhere. If you observe a failure to uphold this warranty, please contact a forum administrator immediately to receive a full refund on your Entmoot registration. Blog: Nick's Café Canadien

08-15-2003, 04:41 PM	#17
zavron Chieftain of The Order of The Blue Flame Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: I am a Figment of your Imagination!!! OOOHHHH!!! Posts: 1,729	Oh Dear! I knew Blackboar quite well on this site whilst she was here. I am very sorry for you. __________________ Visit http://nilore.suddenlaunch2.com ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ''ASH NAZG DUBARTULUK, ASH NAZG GIMBATUL, ASH NAZG THRAKATULUK AGH BURZUM--ISHI KRIMPATUL...ash nazg, ash nazg......'' ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Gil- galad was an elven king. Of him the harpers sadly sing: the last whose realm was fair and free between the mountains and the sea. His sword was long, his lance was keen, his shinig helm afar was seen; the countless stars of heaven's field were mirrored in his silver shield. But long ago he rode away, and where he dwelleth none can say; for into darkness fell his star in mordor where the shadows are. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

08-15-2003, 04:43 PM	#18
*Earniel* The Chocoholic Sea Elf Administrator Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: N?n in Eilph (Belgium) Posts: 14,363	My deepest sympathies, Valaróma. That's aweful news. __________________ We are not things.

08-15-2003, 05:46 PM	#19
Estel13 RPG-aholic Psycho Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: Final Fantasy Posts: 733	My deepest sympathies and condolences, Valaroma. I used to talk to her here on the 'Moot...She will be sorely missed. __________________

08-15-2003, 06:20 PM	#20
Elenka The Negative Soul of Entmoot Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: The Middle Distance Posts: 651	Oh, this is terrible. My deepest, most heartfelt sympathies and condolences. Oh, poor you. I feel awful. Never knew Blackboar all that well.....sigh. __________________ W00T for the M00T!! War doesn't determine who is right - war determines who is left.

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