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LuthienTinuviel · 03-27-2002, 06:19 PM

ok.. here's a little story that will help

somewhere in the middle of october 2001, i stopped doing drugs, smoking and drinking(hooray for me)
i was sick of the lifestyle.. i mean, one day i just woke up and realised that all my friends were dopes, and all they cared about was geting money and their next bowl or next hit or next pack of smokes was coming from. i hated feeling so dependant no such a thing. it made me feel like less of a person.. so i grew up .
well, now i realised that the world is a scary place.. and that i didn't want to grow up, or be intelligent, because it made me sad. i was depressed because i knew that all people (around me) were very shallow, stupid and just plain ig-nor-an- tee
well i didn't like that either. i was extremely alone.

then one day i got extremely sick of it all, i developed a very bleak out look on life and only after a few weeks, i kind of (well i DID) revert back to who i was in the beggining. the ignorant, dumb, underground user.
ive never known it to be so comfortable. it is easier to be ignorant, than to be smart.

so.. the question...

do you think i am right for doing this?

03-27-2002, 06:19 PM	#1
LuthienTinuviel protector of orphaned rabbits Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: Kalamazoo... yes, its a real place! Posts: 1,236	only good advice givers and understanding people need apply ok.. here's a little story that will help somewhere in the middle of october 2001, i stopped doing drugs, smoking and drinking(hooray for me) i was sick of the lifestyle.. i mean, one day i just woke up and realised that all my friends were dopes, and all they cared about was geting money and their next bowl or next hit or next pack of smokes was coming from. i hated feeling so dependant no such a thing. it made me feel like less of a person.. so i grew up . well, now i realised that the world is a scary place.. and that i didn't want to grow up, or be intelligent, because it made me sad. i was depressed because i knew that all people (around me) were very shallow, stupid and just plain ig-nor-an- tee well i didn't like that either. i was extremely alone. then one day i got extremely sick of it all, i developed a very bleak out look on life and only after a few weeks, i kind of (well i DID) revert back to who i was in the beggining. the ignorant, dumb, underground user. ive never known it to be so comfortable. it is easier to be ignorant, than to be smart. so.. the question... do you think i am right for doing this? __________________